I was still bleeding when my husband walked into my hospital room with another woman on his arm. She carried a black Birkin like a trophy, her red nails resting on the leather as if my suffering were background music.
Our three newborn sons slept in clear bassinets beside me, wrapped like tiny miracles. I had not slept in thirty-six hours. My body felt broken open. My face was swollen. My hair clung damply to my temples.
