In late 2005, my parents were driving home from a party when their car spun out on the highway. I was in the back seat. I was the only one who came through it.
For months I couldn’t walk without crutches. My aunt June and uncle Ray took me in before the hospital finished explaining what recovery would look like.
I stopped going anywhere after school, ate because chewing gave me something to do with my sadness, and the weight came on fast.
Kids at that age can find a soft spot in a person the way birds spot bread crumbs.
I stopped going anywhere after school.
By the time I was back at school full time, I wasn’t Tyler anymore to half the boys and girls in the hallway. I was “The Whale.”
They tossed it around like a joke. In the cafeteria. Near the lockers. At pep rallies. Prom season arriving that spring felt less like a dance and more like one more reminder that I wasn’t built for joy.
April 2006 came with prom posters, couples whispering in corners, and girls comparing dresses. I already knew I wasn’t going. Who was going to ask the big kid with a limp to dance?
