“He’s checking on you again?”
“He’s just being Daryl.”
I smiled and squeezed her foot through the blanket. “He’s a good one.”
“Didn’t mean to startle you.”
Carol’s eyes drifted to the window. Prom was four days away.
“Mom?”
“Yeah, sweetheart?”
“Do you think I’ll get to go?”
I opened my mouth to say yes, of course. The doctors were optimistic, anything to fill the silence with hope. I’d decided that was my job. Hope was the one thing I could still hand her.
“Do you think I’ll get to go?”
“You’re going to that prom, my baby. One way or another,” I lied, giving her and myself false hope.
Carol looked at me for a long moment, and something passed behind her eyes that I couldn’t quite read. Then she nodded and reached for my hand.
My heart broke every time I watched her grow weaker after each round of chemotherapy.
That night, after she fell asleep, I noticed she’d tucked another folded letter into the back of her journal.
