I understood that his distance had not been rejection.
***
We went straight to Owen’s room.
Charlie knelt and pried up the loose tile beneath the little table with a butter knife. A small gift box slid into view.
Inside was a wooden sculpture. Three figures: a man, a woman, and a boy between them. Smooth in some places, rough in others, so clearly made by Owen’s hands that I had to close my eyes before I could look again.
Beneath it was another note. We read it together:
“I’m sorry I didn’t tell you the truth straight out, Mom. I just wanted you to see Dad’s heart for yourself before a letter did the talking for me. I know both of you have been trying, even when it was messy and hard. I also need you to know that I was lucky. Not every kid gets parents who love the way you and Dad do. I love you both more than you know.”
“I just wanted you to see Dad’s heart for yourself.”
I read it twice before I could cry. Then I did. Charlie did too.
We sat on Owen’s floor holding each other for the first time since the funeral, and this time when I reached for him, Charlie did not pull away. He held on like a man who had run out of places to hide.
After a while, Charlie drew back and said, “There’s something else.”
