***
The first person I told was Jesse, an old coworker who could make any cruel thought sound like a joke after two beers.
We were sitting at a bar when I said, “Jess, I’m getting married.”
Jesse almost spit out his drink. “To who?”
“Evie.”
“The old widow with the blue house?”
“Jess, I’m getting married.”
“Keep your voice down.”
He leaned back, grinning. “Damon, that’s not a marriage. That’s just shelter with benefits.”
“It’s a roof, Jesse,” I muttered.
“It could all belong to you if you wait long enough.”
I should have left. Instead, I stared at my beer and said, “I’m tired, Jesse. I’m tired of being cold. I’m tired of collection calls. I’m tired of smelling like gas station soap.”
“So you just found a better plan.”
I didn’t answer.
