I didn’t have the money.
Ellen, my grandmother, had given it to me before she passed. I was barely old enough to understand what it meant back then, but I held onto it, anyway. I’d kept it safe for over two decades as a reminder of her love.
Through every move, breakup, and version of my life, it stayed with me.
It felt different in my hands now.
Heavier.
Warmer.
Like it knew what I was about to do.
It was too beautiful for the life I was living.